Posts for June 30, 2016 (page 2)

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Poem

Hummingbird Economy

The rufous hummingbird has a temper. This tiny bird
defends the commons with intensity.

But the air, water and habitable earth are resources meant for all.
And the bully bird burns life-saving calories to hold its ground.

When one bully bird chases other hummers away for hours,
no one else can eat and other birds are frazzled.

The angriest birds may still be aggressive well into the fall
as they defend prime feeding territories to prepare for migration.

If hovering in front of the intruder doesn’t work, a hummingbird
may fly high above before diving straight down.

The base of the dive is marked with a sharp chirp sound,
made from the tail feather position, to unwelcome guests.

Google’s Hummingbird algorithm has a stranglehold on search,
but will it be enough to stave off a hungry competitor?

Hummers that do not yield to the bully
may be killed in flight by a needle-like bill and sharp talons.

The hummingbird is the only bird that can fly backwards.


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Poem

This Afternoon

Pink blooms black setting
Chives protest roots pull free
Somewhere a phone rings
Dirt-encrusted hand swipes sweat
Leaving taste of grit behind


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Poem

Nothing for the rats

Nothing for the rats
Echoes scream, none shall listen
It’s now cast in stone

Intellectually
We’ve kept on the training wheels
Exchanged for progress

Our highest plateau
Workers achieved 100 years ago
Flourished, did the arts

Proletariat
Now under the spell of “tech”
The ladder up now burning

Riding the white elephant
Advancement now traded for
Convenience, despair


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Poem

the last street portrait

I love driving around Lexington, listening to NPR, crying tears when someone touches my heart with her words, watching people.

 

main street morning

the tattered and worn

wake up to traffic

I stare at them from  my

car as I drive to the dog park

 

or they trudge

downtown from shelters

free breakfast

outside the library

hot coffee just like home


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Poem

Boring

                                             Boring

What does it mean when I go to the bathroom
(like a child escaping boredom)
during a restaurant meal
just to get a break in the tedium.

In the bathroom, I’m chanting
boring, boring, boring.

You might ask why I subject myself
to this.

And, doesn’t she probably sense this
and feel the same?


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Poem

Cardinal

Blood feathers fall to the ground like ash
Blanketing a grave of hopes too high
All the things I gave and would have given
Disappear into a blackened sky
Entering your castle clearly defined
A two-sided mission, live or die

My mistake was to never take up the sword
To let you go without offering a fight
Even in those final months of life
When the end was constantly in sight
But I couldn’t imagine life without you.
How else would I sleep at night?

So soft was our destruction
It did little more than leave me with cracks
In turn it failed to kill
There were no knives in our backs
For you that was fine because
You’re not the one the darkness attacks.

So once I was back in your glorious presence
It was a fight to be something more
Or failing that, an excavation
Try and rid you from my core
And with the latter as reality
I could not comprehend the hurt in store

For I could never come home with you alive
Else the gravity would keep me forever close
To the poisons eventually spread in my soul
Evolving into the pain no one else knows
And in my struggle for death, I found
The dagger that you chose

A secret kept as we were slipping away
Shows how little I could know of you
And in every potential branch of the future
How little I’d ever be able to trust in you
Except in the necessarily miniscule miracle
Of you convincing me, of this sin, to forgive you

But that’s neither here nor there anymore
I speak only this time of what you chose to hide
The relief of pressure that helps me survive
The shit that always gets trapped inside
In some time I will heal and face tomorrow
Knowing you and I have at least died

While our essence remains
We can go our separate ways
We coexist and consider
What else lies in future days
And at last I can hope in tomorrow
From the ash, my soul to raise.


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Poem

Final Days on Poros

  Day four on Poros  

I walk toward the sea,
early while the city sleeps.
My internal clock is a buzz saw
that awakes me at daybreak as it was set to do
in my youth. Every day of the week,
it would wake me, for I was the one
to bring the cows to the milk shed.
I was the one to milk the cows
before the school bus ran
in the morning, and after school,
for my father drove the bus.              

I never raised a fuss,            
not about milking or school,            
not about plowing the mule, Dan–            
not about being too bone weary to carouse,            
to be with girls except in my head,            
where my dreams would hit a homerun
every time. One day in Old Seventy Creek,
my sister’s friend lost her halter top,
two pink nipples dropped my jaw
& she did not deny my curious peeps
nor know that I memorized lines of poetry.  

From the wall I watch small fry dine
on sewage, piped straight from the hotel
into the Mediterranean Sea with no regard
by management for polluting water as vast
as that sea.  

A small sailboat docks near me.
A fisherman waves for me as fast
as he can, and points his scarred
hand into the boat. I get in. We sail.
He speaks no English; I no Greek. His wine  

is warn, sweet & white.
The sky is blue to its height.    

Day Five on Poros  

I walk down to the docks again
in the morning, hoping to go to sea
again with the old fisherman.  

It is not to be, for the fisherman
has a young man with him who approaches me,
“Thanks for helping him,” he says, his English plain  

& proper.  “You should return
to your home; sell everything you own,
& come back to Poros & our sea.  

Grandfather says you are surely
good luck. He always sails alone;
you gave his life a good turn.  

The squid will wait.
Grandfather will yearn
to have his good luck charm back.  

If you choose to come back
with the money you earn
from all your things, Fate  

will smile on you
like a woman in love.
Here, you can live like royalty.”  

On the hydrofoil in the afternoon, royalty,
Poros, the old man, blue sky above—
Athens ahead—reality breaks through:  

before another morning dawns on Poros,
I will be at my job in Kentucky
& the young lady who granted my wish  

& the old squid fisherman
will be separate,
but unequal memories.


Category
Poem

Final Days on Poros

Day four on Poros  

I walk toward the sea,
early while the city sleeps.
My internal clock would buzz saw
me awake at daybreak as it was set to do
in my youth. Every day of the week,
it would wake me, for I was the one
to bring the cows to the milk shed.
I was the one to milk the cows
before the school bus ran in the
morning, and after school,
for my father drove the bus.              

I never raised a fuss,            
not about milking or school,            
not about plowing the mule, Dan–            
not about being too bone tired to carouse,            
to be with girls except in my head,            
where my dreams would hit a homerun
every time. One day in Old Seventy Creek,
my sister’s friend lost her halter top, two
pink nipples dropped my jaw
& she did not deny my curious peeps
nor know that I memorized lines of poetry.  

From the wall I watch small fry dine
on sewage, piped straight from the hotel
into the Mediterranean Sea with no regard
by management for polluting water as vast
as that sea.  

A small sailboat docks near me.
A fisherman waves for me as fast
as he can, and points his scarred
hand into the boat. I get in. We sail.
He speaks no English; I no Greek. His wine  

is warn, sweet & white.
The sky is blue to its height.  
 

Day Five on Poros  

I walk down to the docks again
in the morning, hoping to go to sea
again with the old fisherman.  

It is not to be, for the fisherman
has a young man with him who approaches me,
“Thanks for helping him,” he says, his English plain  

& proper.  “You should return
to your home; sell everything you own,
& come back to Poros & our sea.  

Grandfather says you are surely
good luck. He always sails alone;
you gave his life a good turn.  

The squid will wait.
Grandfather will yearn
to have his good luck charm back.  

If you choose to come back
with the money you earn
from all your things, Fate  

will smile on you
like a woman in love.
Here, you can live like royalty.”  

On the hydrofoil in the afternoon, royalty,
Poros, the old man, blue sky above—
Athens ahead—reality breaks through:  

before another morning dawns on Poros,
I will be at my job in Kentucky
& the young lady who granted my wish  

& the old squid fisherman
will be separate,
but not unequal memories.


Category
Poem

Wantoned

I try to stop myself from thinking about her vacant mouth.
Is it better than mine?
Do you hold her ribs from above,
is she skinny enough for love?
When its over do you think about How free you feel?
Are you keeping count like we used to?
Is she the wrestliing champion of the world?
Are you finally whole?

I hope to hell not.


Category
Poem

Wantoned

I try to stop myself from thinking about her vacant mouth.
Is it better than mine?
Do you hold her ribs from above,
is she skinny enough for love?
When its over do you think about How free you feel?
Are you keeping count like we used to?
Is she the wrestliing champion of the world?
Are you finally whole?

I hope to hell not.