Posts for June 2, 2018 (page 7)

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Poem

Ode to the insomniac

Across the country
We all dink our ambien pills together in chorus.
A community toast to baggy eyes,
and empty fuel tanks;
before swallowing.

One’s fried brain opens twitter.
Calls it comedy.
Calls it drug induced.

I eat the last of the hash-brown casserole
my fiancé’s grandma sent home with me.
I cry, because it’s gone.
Not a metaphor.. I just want casserole.

I text all my friends and tell them I love them.
I tuck myself in.
I write this poem.
I call it disinhibiting.
Catharsis induced.
So many ways to empty your thoughts.

The rest…

that’s history.


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Poem

Your Little Bit Creepy Neighbor

After dark, my spouse chauffeurs me
up and down the streets

plantation louver shutters
obstruct my view of the interiors

yet I note the size of TV screens
portraits or landscapes or empty walls

the one-eyed cat on an armchair
rarely more than one person in a room

unless on my way to work I see
a family lively at the breakfast table.

Last night I had my chauffeur take me
to a well-lit mansion on Broadway

where every window offered a display
and returned my gaze.


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Poem

lake turtle

little wedge
peeking
peeking

above the water
seeking
seeking

air


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Poem

Geese at a four-way stop

Geese at a four-way stop

I grew up hearing the phrase:
“As silly as a goose, goosey Lucy.”
I learned a lesson yesterday
at a Louisville four-way
stop, the last before my right turn
onto Outer Loop.

A matriarch gander, wings in a droop,
head moving up and down, making a turn
left to right, neck, extending to view what lay
ahead, waiting for the light to turn yellow, then away
she goes, the red light trapping me
in the middle of the intersection, forming a maze

she had learned to create.
Goose-stepping like North Korean soldiers
on parade, she leads her brood of five
golden, downy goslings, plus mother
goose and four smaller goslings, and
another mother of three

very, very small goslings, with me
stalling traffic in all directions, and
finally a mother with two hatchlings and another
two males at the rear, reminding me of the St. Ives
riddle, except all are going across much bolder
than their high-flying ancestry mates.

Meanwhile, my car is the keystone,
holding all her construction in place. 


Category
Poem

God’s Mission

A televangelist wants a jet.
He tells people, Jesus
wouldn’t ride a donkey
if He were alive today.
The evangelist tells his followers
God told him to upgrade.  

God speaks to me, too, 
sometimes I hear Him.
Just the other day God
told me it was time to play
with myself, mistressbate,
shejaculate, vibrate,
but 20 minutes later
God said to me, yes
people, God said to me,
UPGRADE, in a very deep
resonant sort of voice.
Then He said, clear as a church bell;
Your vibrator is no longer adequate.
More power, maybe bigger

after all you are a tad fatter
than 15 years ago

when you stopped having,
actual, sexual intercourse

with humans. Like God knows
everything, doesn’t He?

I couldn’t believe the revelation
I was in the thick of, I was inspired,
plus the multiples left me energized.
I created a gofundme account,
I made a video, but I forgot
to mention God. I talked
about a woman’s needs.
I showed my old has-been,
water-proof, 7”er, and I cited
all sorts of medical reasons
for why an upgrade was a necessity,
and why I needed money
for such an important purchase.
I posted the video
and I thought, I am done.
I have completed the task
God put before me.
I even promised to give,
yes, give away, vibrators
to marginalized girls
and women who didn’t have,
or couldn’t afford, one,
with any extra money raised.  
One minute gofundme
says I am good to go,
the next, they inform
me I am in violation
of the terms
and conditions.
I was shocked.
I am still shocked,
but more saddened
because I was so looking
forward
to being:
revitalized, rejuvenated,
to having:
bladder control, a firm UPA,
skinny and tight lips,
and most importantly,
to fulfilling God’s mission
for me on that day.


Category
Poem

Through the Gritted Teeth

Geographic tongue
trailed across the foil & battery sparking
meaning between
the moments                     transgressions
generate
frequency & white noise—

A chisel & mallet              
shaving contradiction
from well-bespoken academy
syllabi

pitchforks & torches
rhyme & reason
sin & succulence
stir

anything after the first 15 minutes cut


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Poem

The Drive

He slept in the backseat
the sound of his breathing drowned out by the crushing rush of the 
of the rain.
I crept along the road
lights blinking against the black-grey grey-black  of the storm.
I clutched the wheel so tightly my blood pounded like a drum.
I prayed to whomever was listening that we’d make it through.
Eventually, the rain stopped.
He slept on.


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Poem

Where’s My Phone

I could just scream.
With every dedicated effort in my bones,
And brain and fingers, I reach for today.  

It shouldn’t be too difficult.
On good days I can think,
My hands are fairly nimble,
Timing not too bad-a good average.  
Yet lurking there before me, not
The handle toward my hand. Oh, no.
Nothing that Shakespearen uncomplicated.
 
Barring my way, clouding my judgment
And thwarting my best desire we find:
Charging cords, modems,web site, e mail code,
User name, password,  Ipad, Itune, Ipod,
Apps, account numbers, jump drives, weird 
Symbols meaning what? You know #, ( ), { },
All tech jargon  mysteries to torture us.  

Want to order a new ironing board?
Good luck. First there is no thick
Book with enticing pictures, prices,
With a handy order blank .  

You scroll and look and hope.
You find the icon Needed, you
Click, give out precious secrets
Prove you are not a robot,
What? A robot? What the heck does
My being or not being a robot
Have to do with an ironing board?  

Bell Telephone, Sears and Roebuck,
Clerks at the hardware store,
And your radio dial once took
Good care of the smart, the middling
And the not so smart. the kids,
The grown-ups and  the aged,
All understood and responded.  

Oh, that those sensible paths might
Appear one day again. Maybe in
Australia, or some far mostly deserted
Land where the monsters of complication,
Obfuscation and hidden codes fall
Into the deep ocean before they landed
On those sunny shores.
 
Dream long and hard about black
Telephones in stairway niches
That when needed could connect you,
But mostly left you alone. Such bliss.


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Poem

Poem 2: Jacob

I see my Father

in your untamed play,

like a bounding hurricane 

on the sea 

or a star playfully 

licking space  

you clench your fists 

and scream and laugh—

 

when I am home from work 

I carefully hang my tie 

to join you 


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Poem

psalm for an under-excavated hum

everywhere beyond our bed is an unnecessary tundra:

this sore and sticky hibernation. the snuggle. 

this spooning that never seems to run dry. 

and you’ve made a cave of me. a hollowed out colossal

with this long overdue spring running hot in my november skin. 

a ravenous cavern. black, calcified, and always aqueous.