Posts for June 8, 2018 (page 2)

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Poem

One of Our Conversations

I want you to think I’m pretty—
     You are—
and mysterious.
     I don’t want you to be mysterious.

You like the open book I’ve made myself?
     I like to know what you’re thinking.
     Otherwise I’d say ‘Who is my wife?’

[we laugh and kiss and fall asleep]


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Poem

god is the dirt

I’m closer to god,

whatever 

that is,

When I’m digging in the dirt.

 

It’s just pure evidence,

that life comes from death.

That matter is not destroyed, 

just repurposed.

That all living things are connected.

That we all possess the history 

of the billions of years 

of earth’s existence, 

of our existence. 

 

Maybe, 

all the differences,

all of our struggles 

to decide 

who is right 

who is wrong.

To decide 

what to believe 

and why.

 

Maybe,

they could all be resolved,

if,

we just recognize, 

that god is the dirt.


Susan M. Stephens
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Poem

Crank it up!

I stab my heart
with the radio on

“love” can’t satisfy lyrical expectations
of impassioned melodramatic saccharine

flip that off
I wanna hear

head nodding
Got the veggies in my buggy, my buggy, my buggy

fist pumping
Baby, gon’ get that oil changed

shoulder rolling
Sit your booty in the chair, time for homework over there

lighter raising
I pre-treated your blouse

guitar shredding
Ain’t nothin’ nasty between the cushions no more


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Poem

In Temples of Our Dying Sun (The End of God)

Helios cadence
emits splendid nebula
opaque structure dwells

Ominous omens
emanate an extinction
cultivating dread

Solicitations
in despondent cathedrals
sing psalms of mercy

A formless maelstrom
of desolation befalls
hateful haze takes hold

Divine deception
reveals salvations refusal
a sacred absence

Zealots lament for
imaginary idols
as sun temples fall


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Poem

I’d like 3 Naked Chicken Chalupas with a side of Regret

The thing about soul mates
is that sometimes one of you still
has to have the willpower to say no
when the others says they want
Taco Bell.


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Poem

Seismic

Tonight I feel it roiling from me,
Volcanic clouds of ash from my throat
and skin seething above magma
white orange hot beneath the 
china-cracked Earth surface of me.


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Poem

Ineluctable

Probably so:
her finger tips were always burning cigarette ends
and my tongue was loose paper.


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Poem

LETTERS TO THE DEAD: EIGHT

LETTERS TO THE DEAD: EIGHT

Dear Hershel,  (1905 – 1971)

It’s been so long I’m not sure you’ll remember me.
You are the man from Knot County with black lung
I took care of at the UK Chandler Medical Center
for several weeks while you struggled for breath.
You entertained me with mountain folk lore
to help keep us both distracted.  In those days
the UKMC wouldn’t allow family to stay on the ward
for there were four beds to a room. “No!  Can you
imagine the stink and fuss from all you hillbillies?”
is what the ward nurse said when you asked.
If you hear me now I’m sure you’re chuckling,
because you weren’t a hillbilly nor would ever cause
a fuss. You were from Lebanon P.A. and had been
a haberdasher (like Harry Truman, for gawds sakes)
before you moved to Pine Knot to marry a woman.
You taught school but got caught jobless in The Great
Depression and had to go to the mines. An A-ONE
story teller is what I remember and everybdy liked you. 
         Your wife and son and daughter and grandkids,
who had kids, camped out in that miserable lobby
at the end of the wing. So many families crammed in,
I couldn’t get to the coke machime during break time.
They all called you “Valentine”,  because they said you
were the sweetest man, but one of your friends said
it was because you knew how to make moonshine
sweet by cooking it up with hickory-cane roasting ears.
         After a while we got real close, but at first it was
touch and go. You couldn’t understand how a man could
have a pony tail and wear a hair net. Then a nurse told
you that I was a Conscientious Objector against the war
and they’d sent me to take care of black lung miners
rather than fight the cong. Most nights we’d watch the TV
bad news about the war and you’d say, “Hell it’s no
wonder. We’re not doing anything to win it. At least if
you died in a coal mine, you’d get something out of it.”
You always took up for me when the other miners
on the ward gave me a hard time or called me Missy.
And you told stories of being a mile down in a mine
with the lights out when everybody thought it was the end
and of roof falls and runnaway coal cars and methane
gas in the shaft. “i not afraid of dying,” you’d say.
“I surprised I’m still alive. But I tell you this, the black lung 
is a hard way to go. It’s scary when your breath is scarce.”
         For some reason the ward nurse thought that I
would be good at morgue care and sent me over to
the training facility for three days of instructions. When
I got back you had gotten really bad and your family
said you wondered where I was, that you thought I”d 
gone off to fight the cong after all, rather than watch
him suffocate from the black lung.
         You know, Herchel, you were the first patient I did
morgue care for. The ward nurse watched from the hall
and I guess I did such a tender job that she told the other
ward nurses and they made me “the on-call orderly
for morgue care.”  I took care of a lot of people who had
just died. There was an art to it. Your’s was the hardest
I ever did. But I thought, if this is the price I have to pay
for not going to the war, I’ll gladly pay it.   
         So you see Hershel I’m still around. Older than you
were then. Trying to get in touch with all these people 
from my past. I hope it’s not a fool’s errand. But just
remembering you this one day, has made it worth it.
         All my regards,
         Jim
.  
        

.   



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Poem

on buying a house -with poison ivy.

the first thing you do
is scoop bare hands
into humid soil
and carve out bed 
for each hairless seedling-

two rows of spinach, hot peppers, sweet basil, cherry tomatoes

-you cradle pod in palm of left hand
as your right digs deeper,
finger nails chipping
on rock and dried earth,
you draw up fist
after fist
of uprooted weed,
until thin lines of blood
bead up in creases
between thumb,

you push sweat away 
from eyes 
with forearm,
rub cheeks with
sun burning shoulder,

you detach shirt
from sticky stomach, 
letting lukewarm air
rush over bra-less chest-

until everything
has been tucked into
waiting ground

II

and later, as pink buds begin
growing along wrists
and inner thighs,
up cheekbone and
peeling shoulder,

you watch as 
man turns garden to graveyard

he says-
to get rid of it, he’ll have to kill everything

he says,
you’re lucky it wasn’t worse


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Poem

Matriarchy

Women are the end to war. 
The peace savers, bread winners, 
and homemakers of every 
space we occupy. 

I am am not advocating 
we get rid of men all together,
but I’ve cleaned enough public 
restrooms to know, we are not 
the lesser of two evils.