Posts for June 11, 2019 (page 8)

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                    Snow on pine
                             Cone

                             Drops


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Changing Course

Her mother was a believer of stars and planets, how they lined up
just before birth, whirlwinds of gas and energy pulling, knowing
she was coming. They knew she would be spewed out into the earth’s atmosphere at a certain time, a certain place, her neonatal skin blue 
with hesitation. Her small wail heralded her birth as she crossed the veil,
though she was a single traveler who wasn’t sure she wanted to live.
“You chose this life,” her mother reminded her, with accusation, 
 when the pain of living breeched, her roar against an invisible enemy tore
at her chest, her fingers wanting to rip the bleeding life force from her being,
she clung to trees, and stone, and  ocean to tether her to this tangible breath
of the world, still believing that there was work for her to finish.  

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The best revenge

Now Sal was a girl 
With a fine-toothed comb
That she used to style her hair
And Jack was a man
Who didn’t take note
When she saw him standing there 

He had only eyes 
for a brown-eyed beauty
By the name of Betty Marie
But Sal intercepted 
And let him know
There was something more to see

She lured him with humor
And she wooed him with wit
Till her escort he became
And they walked many nights
And talked real low
Till he called her Betty’s name

Sal was as patient
As she knew how to be
But her mama didn’t raise no fool
He showed his thoughts
And heart besides
So she moved off for school

She married well
And bore her brood
Found work with her degree
And last she knew
He was pining still
For the ghost of Betty Marie.


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Ode to the Wishing Well

I don’t want to be two people anymore.

Each always afraid of the other.

I don’t want a dichotomy of existence

between sink and swim.

 

I want to be my own meeting place.

Perhaps I’ll be a bridge.

One I haven’t managed

yet to burn.

Don’t make me the golden gate,

washing any more

of those beautiful feet

before their quick descent

and resurrection.

We don’t quite know

how to walk on water.

 

I know now that after the jump,

each collision creates a wave.

Oceans aren’t the only bodies

that ripple.

I know how each dive,

each surge,

has collateral damage.

We are all so easily pulled

by the undertow.

 

I wish I could go back

to say

I am angry

and thank you for that.

I wish go back

to tie a knot at the end

of a different rope.

I wish I could extend

a raft, a buoy, a hand.

I wish I could know

how you did it

or at least

how I never even saw

that last surge of water

coming and leaving.

 

I wonder how it feels

to stop treading water

and filling our lungs

in hopes we can

just stay afloat.

How does it feel to surrender

to our own unexpected tsunami?

 

I’m not sure if I knew

I could swim

before now.

I’m not sure if I knew

I could get out on shore.

I’m not sure if I knew

this pain is a pit-stop

not an exit.

 

With whatever echo

my voice carries underwater

I am so angry…

 

for all I know now

and

for all

I failed to know

before.


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Diner Topple

Diner Topple

Today we saw a hawk circling
the sky.  Our teacher called it
a bird of prey, hunting smaller birds
for food.  It’s sad that the larger
pick on the smaller, like at lunch
today when two older boys tripped
me while I was carrying my tray.
My clothes were a mess, chili stains
of “brick red” all over my new shirt.


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Howdy Doody. (From: Earliest Memories)

We had been playing in the back
yard all afternoon when a man
in a panel van pulled up to our house.
We didn’t give him a glance
until mother called us into the living
room to sit on the floor and stare
at a screen in a wooden cabinet
on which fuzzy images floated past.
The man was on the roof hollering
to my brother to see if the picture
was better. No and no again.
He came down to fiddle
with the set and to say he’d fix it
before the show began. We fidgeted
and squirmed, the man went back
on the roof and at last all was clear:
“It’s Howdy Doody Time”
Buffalo Bob and Clarabell
the Peanut Gallery
then the red-headed star himself
in an awkward song and dance.
It was ok
but we wanted to go back out
to play


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Brown County

This is where the roots are
for a city transplant, 
bitter immigrant
at 5 on the farm.
There’s nothing to do.
Wildflowers  wave
overhead
in pony pasture paradise.
Tadpoles behind glass
swim in circles.
Kitten races amuse
in the hayloft.
Bike tires bump on gravel.
Fishing at the pond,
woody walks,
creeking and catching frogs
filled up days.
Country crafted deep love
it takes a convert 
45 years to realize.