Posts for 2020 (page 173)

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Mom-Friend Equity Work (Part 2)

tries and errs;
flickers and flares.

says she’s sorry;
continues to worry.

reads and learns;
takes her turn.

can’t deny when she is to blame;
is a light if not a flame.


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Apologies from a throwback

I try to write a poem that doesn’t rhyme,
but dammit every time these phrases flow,
from where I do not know, and I’ll not
be the one, when asked to dance, to say no.
Bear with my antiquated steps, though
I am light on two left feet, I’ve never let
it bother me, this being obsolete.
To be fair I know it’s rare this day in age,
I too prefer blank verse, and mean
no sacrilege.  My acquaintances
all say it’s that I was born too late,
I should have roamed the woods
with Boone and hunted all I ate.
I should have danced the firelight dance
with beating drums and hallow chants.
I should have slept on straw
and saw each night the darkness fall
and count the meter of the sky
as the rhyming stars spun by.


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yesterday

yesterday was too much.
i wanted to verbalize it, but words weren’t enough.
so i smoked myself into oblivion and forgot about the shit.
and this morning, i opened the front door so i could let some light in.


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Poem

On This Breezy Day

On this breezy day
it’s not a white scarf blowing
ibis flying low


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Poem

Daydreaming

I wish I could neatly pack into suitcases
my sentences soaked in adulthood
and take them back to that sun-filled house,
where the only bad dreams I had were
gone when I woke up. It was the house
where my words were clean as the summer rain I played in.

I still remember the spaces in which I used to hide;
forgive me if I daydream – it was a habit I developed
when I became older, just like my habit of packing away
my sentences into suitcases until
they overflow and stain the carpet.
But these stains are no masterpieces,
the colors dance around until they’re dizzy and forget their places.
I may only be eighteen, but I know what it looks like

when you drink too much
and that’s what I see on my carpet – my dad always mentions
the odor my shoes carry, neatly packed into the laces woven
by sweating, shaking fingers.

Forgive me if I daydream – there’s simply nothing else to do.


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Poem

Burrow

I have tried
to physically crawl
inside my own body to hide.

The problem is
the body just isn’t deep enough
to truly escape.


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Strawberry Moon

Unbeknownst to I
Native Americans label all
our moons:
Strawberry 
for June as the wild ones
ripen.

Mirroring Mother Nature
We are Ripe to
 Change
against
Injustice & Racism
Delving deep 
to make the Shift.


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Brian

You were late. Ten days late.
I expected you at christmas
But you showed up in early January.
I don’t know if you were fighting to stay where you were
Or fighting to emerge but you twisted and rolled
And hit every nerve leaving me screaming for relief.
How could a being so small wreak so much havoc?
Now you are tall and handsome
So much like me so different from me
A part of me yet separate from me.
And still always late.

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Poem

Look How They Grow

                                                                      For Kathleen who got me thinking

Wind carried the words into June
And settled this fertile ground  

Virgin surface cultivated
Daily by dazzled blooms  

I sit back and savor
Their colorful array:  

The tow-headed notions
And smoke-smudgy nightmares  

Oxblood brainstorms
Pumpkin beliefs  

Eggshell revelations
Azure romances  

Buttery concepts
Grizzled perceptions  

Pyrethrum protests
Wine-coated prayers  

What burgundy schemes
And swarthy visions  

Saffron sorrows
Damask joys  

Scorched earth ideas
Dovish designs  

Even the hybrid honey-zaffered articulations
And glaucous terminologies humble  

This garden we’ve wild
With lyrical delights      


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purple larkspur / follows gold-faced yarrow — do you miss your cousin?