Joy
There must be joy
There must be joy
A bereaved seeker asked the Goddess of Love, “What is love for?”
To which she replied, “Pleasure, of course.”
And thus the seeker moved on.
A bereaved seeker asked the God of Desire, “What is love for?”
To which he replied, “Satisfaction, of course.”
And thus the seeker moved on.
A bereaved seeker asked the Goddess of Harvest, “What is love for?”
To which she replied, “Procreation, of course.”
And thus the seeker moved on.
A bereaved seeker asked the Goddess of Wisdom, “What is love for?”
To which she replied, “Weakness, of course.”
And thus the seeker moved on.
A bereaved seeker asked the God of Death, “What is love for?”
To which he replied, “Why do you ask?”
And thus the seeker replied, “Cause I do not have it anymore.”
The God of Death asked the bereaved seeker, “Do you regret once having it?”
To which they replied, “No, not for anything in this world.”
And thus the God of Death smiled, “Then you have the answer you have been looking for.”
He didn’t like soccer
an old man stops his tractor in the field
leaves his plow work unfinished
to pause and
consecrate the line of cars
resting his hat against his chest
he silently blesses the mourners
the busy road becomes sacred ground
I carry all your fear with me,
You are not just a password
Quickly chosen and hastily typed
You are not just a password
My love, my pet, my secret song
You are not just a password
Now you’re a tattoo, too.
I want to be like Muriel.
She comes to the animal shelter
to love on cats. Some of them
are crooked, listing to one side,
slow in getting up, lying down,
but purring in the sun bathing
them through wide windows.
Muriel lists, too, all ninety pounds
of her. One shoulder sits lower
than the other, bones burst sharp
through skin embroidered with
wrinkles & dappled with age
spots, hair grey as oysters, pearled
with slivers of silver, a shaggy
moon in the making.
The shelter cats have faith
that food will come every morning,
every evening, that love will be
doled out by a variety of palms
& fingers & crooning voices,
that night & day will take turns.
Muriel has faith, too, that she will
amble in every Friday evening,
bend her tired body into sitting
on the floor, curl it around brown
tabbies & calicoes, sometimes nap
on cat beds, breath rising & falling
to the vibrato of felines vibrating
with contentedness.
If I live to be eighty, I want to wind
my way through the happy cats I’ve
held for hours, mosey out the shelter
door, & stroll to my car under the night
sky, imbibing the stars whose light
comes to us again & again.