Posts for June 15, 2023 (page 8)

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Three River Landings, First Landing, Summer 1952

Me and Yolanda go way back. When we were 12 we ran away from home.
Down Rt. 52  from Aberdeen to the Augusta ferry on skinny little legs with a suitcase.
A sweet moon filled bug songed night heading to cross the river and get out of Ohio.
We got good rides, others were on the road that night, sometimes two or three across the back seat of a sedan or in the bed of a pickup truck.
At the landing, local people started to gather in the pre dawn light waiting for the ferry.
A man with a crooked grin grabbed me by the arm, asked why a pretty little stoat like me was all alone with a cardboard suitcase.
I shook him off. I knew how to take care of myself without a fuss.
A hay wagon and mules rumbled to a stop. 
A family got down; a man, a woman and kids. A driver stood and held the mules.
Down the ramp they came. I walked up and took the woman’s hand.
“What is it deerie?”
“Help me get acrosst, I’m a-runnin’.”
“Wheer’s your Ma and Pa?”
“Dee-ad, my Ma’s brother in law, my uncle I suppose, was keepin’ me but I had to git gone.
“I’ll go to my Gramma’s when I get over, please just hold my hand like I’m one of your’n”.
“Billy Bob, pick up this here little girl’s grip for her, yonder comes the ferry.”
The Augusta ferry was a long heavy flatboat with a litle wooden shack, had a smoke stack belching coal soot and sparks. The donkey engine, vibrating, shaking, chugging.
Shoved its nose powerfully into the muddy bank. The sound of the motor changed and a  man rushed out of the shack, leaped to the bank and wrapped a chain round and round an iron spike. The stern swung round with the current and the man jumped to the prow.
“A dime for the crossing, a nickel for children, them animals if they can be held quiet is a penny apiece. Tobacco bales, grain sacks and the like is by the hundred waight. depending. Now come aboard.”
My new found friend held my hand. Yolanda followed along.
The current took us down and out into the river, spun us around and then with a loud clunk, the motor engaged and we surged, straight at Augusta but it wouldn’t get closer. We headed mostly down stream. When we got out in the middle where the water was brown and choppy we turned up river and seemed to stand still with the noise and the smoke and the water lapping over us. I looked to our pilot. He stood on top of his shack smiling down river at a freightening sight. As tall as a gingerbread house here come the paddlewheeler Avalon hooting and tooting, bearing down on us, steam blowing out her scape pipes. Our inrtepid pilot pulled on his sweep and turned the flat boat down current and toward the Kentucky shore. We were sucked toward the Avalon and she swept right behind us, gave us a push with her wake. The deckhands, leaning over the rail, waved and we entered the quiet green water and made our way back up to Augusta in the cottonwood shade. We came long side the stone wall that was the landing, bumped hard and every body fell down.
Our pilot jumped with his chain and I was right behind him. We hoofed it up the hill and into the woods. Sat down. Now what? Yolanda didn’t know either.
    


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Fresh Outta BootCamp

That time when I was 22, invincible,
I went to jail for something I didn’t do.
Bravo T Shirt with airbourne ranger
skull ripped where dog tags hung,
bared teeth jingling with each stomp
of combat boots, slick and ready to slam.
Where is my pen and paper I demanded,
I’m a writer God damn it, and they said,
no pens allowed, just sleep it off,
just a drunk “indian” on a summer’s night,
dancing, hot, punk streets of Columbus.


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end of myself

I’ve heard it said that 

‘childbirth is the closest a woman will ever come to death.’

well

I survived childbirth only to reach the end of myself

over
and over
and over 
again


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Poem

Top Ten Greatest Movies of All Time (Alternate Universe Edition)

The Godfarter

Casoblanco

Lawrence of a Labia

Star Warts

Gone with the Went

Wizard of Ozzy

Schindler’s Lisp

Singin’ in the Pain

The Bitch on the River Kwai

Some Like It Not


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Poem

A Little Dash of Fun to Start My Day

tick tock the clock won’t stop
crink crock crink crink crink
too early for an alcoholic drink
pop pop pop my joints refuse to hop
a tin man walking with creaky bones talking
the oil can’s filled with CBD
what I need is some real THC
to lubricate in lust and remove the rust


Gaby Bedetti | LexPoMo 2023
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Poem

Dog Park

ground fog
frolicking dogs
dawn meet up


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Poem

make by making

crave without-
to get you started
        next to home

of all
with little
even worse.

by the time
you enter-
very low
or less

start instead
        to look
          without.


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Poem

A Prayer to the Voting Booth

Strip away the chaos,
You that honestly ascertain and witness
The world and its shrouds.
Let me know the unpleasant truths,
Mulish hideous absolutes,
Of solid marble resolve. 
From your vista of clarity and intelligence,
Reveal your shabbiest, weariest candor!  

But leave me a hope,
For something better,
Passing from me in the end.
Possibility of fairness in complexity,
Death of fear giving rise to aggression.
In the final drawing of the (voting) curtain
Let my choices be part of the tally,
No more mayhem or confusion
Instead in the dawn of confidence
My grand-daughter wakes lifted.


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Love Isn’t Brain Surgery

Those who say love isn’t brain surgery are right.
Brain surgery is tic-tac-toe
compared to love.  

Love’s unrepeatable operation is performed
without tools or time to wake up,
scrub up, wise up, or find a nurse.  

Love’s procedure is carried out blindly.
It only works if something inside me
dies on the operating table.      


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not visa versa

soul spoke to me this morning
slice-moon poking in side window
sun through the front fumbling for purchase
there something to hold onto
seven years of searching find me right where I left off
not wax, not brush, not color, not pages but
shear sensitivity of skin
translucent against the bright white soul attached
yet also, and, there,
stretched out across the sky
not here to fetch it back or getting to know it better
it exists and flourishes thanks
to this skin, going about the day by day
learning maybe just a little bit that this is all
right. enlightenment like god is a construct
a good one and not for the faint yet manufactured
so that we can realize we are here 
moon and sun, skin and bone-
body. the reason that soul
gets to