blur
Today’s poem
is a blur
instead.
I wrote something
maybe too honest and raw.
I’m not ready to show it to anyone.
I’m still dealing with the emotions.
I’m a little exhausted from writing it.
I still want to explore the subject further,
make peace with the memory,
take a wet cloth to it
and try to gently
wash away the shame
from the edges.
I want to revise the poem.
It’s more delicate than my others.
I want it to be just right
before the world sees it.
But like my heart,
I can’t make it shatter-proof.
Today’s poem has been interrupted
by hesitation
and self-censorship.
So you get a blur
instead.