Speaking of Horace, he was a good man,
as far as we can see—
the son of a freed slave, who walked crowded
basalt Roman streets, pungent in their offense,
but guided by his father’s watchful eyes—
he the child, then the man, glancing back.
I do not know why I think of him again today—
his poetry lasts.
We have his words, and though I wish
for more than one complete poem
from Sappho, her lost work, a tragedy
of her lost dialect—
her full verses and lyre now only echoing
on the Aegean Sea,
I must give Horace his due. Appreciate
his lasting breaths:
Now if I speak more freely than you like
And seem too prone to laughter, surely you
Can grant a little license here. I learned
This habit from the very best of fathers.*
Was his philosophy richer for that parent’s patient,
steady shadow?
I look at my own hand and pen—
a lack of similar shadow—
and ask: what would my life have been
if I had had his luck?
More vital to me now—
what will my own daughter write of me?
*from Horace’s Satire 1.4