Guess she said something

because you seem more attentive.
Suddenly sentences seem
like something more immaculate,
yet you’ll read this later after
my high from LexPoMo fades into
another k-hole again. 
 
Restate main points,
position false mannequins of interest
plastic relationship invested more
in fetus coming to fruition—
dear unnamed collective of cells,
give me all credit when
I definitely have every right
to hate your unborn smirk
for shoving familicide dirks in all
the sores I tend to all along the day,
struggling to remain
a valid organism and not 
some obsolete model
in the face of imminent discontinuation.