I celebrate
a little party inside my mind
no one to deliberate or decide a theme
just me and that’s alright
I have come a ways and now
I rest, or rephrasing, I will rest soon
first though, I will myself to look about
all around and inward
before I’m onto the next 
why have I chosen so many times to skip the party
the personal accolades
instead wrapped up in a turmoil of progress
today I will pause, tomorrow too
celebrating until it’s time to not
as of now I don’t know when that will be