A.

It’s not you,
it’s all
the
choices
I’ve kept making.

B.

It’s the distance.

C.

I am afraid
(or simply alive)
or you
want to have kids
or not, but to move
to different cities 
and I insist
on my own a career and
am devout to
not losing ground with
this current one
every time
I uproot.

D.

I want
comforts I
believe I
must achieve
on
my
own:
how many years
of more discipline
and less expectation
are enough?

E.

I am worried you’re
out
of my league-
so I am not even asking. You
may know, but
didn’t hear it from me.

F.

All of the above.