“No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.” -Eleanor Roosevelt

 
do what they will,
you only control yourself
the therapist said
 
as if not reacting
was a choice 
my power
 
I excel at stillness 
 
empty apartment and I
am fossilized
by antiquated fear
 
nobody here pins me
butterfly-like
 
the knowing is enough 
 
trespassing fingers (spike) insistent messages (nail) mere memory (stiffening resin)
 
just wait it out perhaps
they will tire before your suspension 
 
…
 
what exactly is autonomy?

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