biofield reveals minute cracks 

contracted villain archetype after heroics 
 
all friends made along the way 
bitter bruised under unmarked burial piles
 
malignant nature resulting from ignorance
cranial chemical alterions out of old neglect 
 
still can’t reach up to her idealized musings 
no topical cure for pervasive feelings as useless 
 
attractiveness through tinted glass 
but parasitic rot inside of me won’t fast
 
invasive invasions take their taste in spades 
like Saxons sacking ecclesiastics to raze
 
postmodern: no Truth exists for me 
the truth for me is instead eternal agony