draft
sometimes i want to indulge in my emotions
bathe in them
get lost in them
but on most days i find myself
tucking them back becoming numb
unintentionally locking them away
behind my smile
yet in my mind they are plotted out so deliciously
waiting to be pecked apart like a buffet
by me & the masses
i overanalyze my emotions, undermine them
let others peck at them like frenzied birds when they come out
unedited & wiggling around like hopeless worms on the hot pavement
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i love your writing so much. this is so delicious to read. it’s so true, and it’s how i feel, i love the “indulge” and “bathe” and “numb” and “plotted out deliciously” “pecked apart like a buffet” the overanalyze and undermine at the same time, birds pecking at hopeless worms, it all makes sense to me, it’s all so amazing <3 🙂 thank you for sharing