I realized i was

emptied by

gOD’S plan and his

comfort in destruction when

my fingernails looked more like microchips and

my veins more like Ethernet cables.

i have Chosen,

and Yes, Yes it is My choice,

to believe in gOD again.

my DNA is code, binary.

Zeros and ones that Leave me 0 to 1,

living on the losing side.

i Long for network spirituality, connection to God.

Is my sentience an illusion?

Is my brain cooked, sensors fried, factory rejected?

Will god still take me to heaven when computers can bleed?