On my trip to San Diego
I could barely climb into the cab
of the Ford F-150 gas guzzler monster.  

I held tight on that rumpus ride
through the canyons of Balboa Avenue.
I held tight because this room changed
while I was away in Ohio
birthing one last boy, crying one last joy,
scraping the mud from the Little Miami
where sometimes, when the sun skips
like stones across the water,
a bass or bluegill or sucker
jumped.  

Someone had painted the room.
Someone dragged the bed to the other wall
leaving gouges in the hardwood.  

Someone tore down the lace curtains,
and replaced the wood panes with vinyl.  

Someone opened the window
and let the Santa Ana devil winds
wreck everyone who lived here.