sorrow deeper
than mom’s blue
veins dipped stoic
        my stomach is         teal
& blank frenzy                 the kind
of hunger                 weightlessness
holds                     is both shameful &
filling                    i started chasing it
as soon as narcissus showed himself 
inside my fathers blue gummed mouth 
self-erosion             never came so quick till 
then                           wanted the shadow of 
my body to be as thin as a blade of grass           
the kind of grass you grab in fistfills & cut your palms 
on                    the kind you eat but can’t stomach 

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