Illuminate
Your heartbeat
like a drum in my ear,
keeping pace with the music
Thud, skip, skip, thud
or maybe it’s your breath
I hear
in rhythm with the songs
a slight crackle of the new vinyl
against the needle
playing in tandem with the rain
that splatters
the sidewalk outside
crossed legs with loose spines
watermelon, dripping from our chins
sticky fingers from purple ube stains
moments of whimsy
I don’t normally know,
but with you
each moment a glimmer
of magic,
though some days
I still have sadness from that lost in my past
lingering thoughts
that sometimes skip into my mind
If only a moment
does it make me lose the sparkle
in my eye
but a gentle sweetness fills my days
with you