The Unhelpable
He came into the building
for the second time today.
And…
Today he is undoubtedly wasted.
The pungent odor of alcohol,
holds a staleness as it
oozes from his pores,
and the stench thrusts from
his mouth, hot, with each
word he shouts.
His voice booms with anger,
sprinkled with despair,
holding expectations
of me to “fix it.”
There is no reasoning with the
unreasonable.
Especially when the unreasonable
is drunk.
Tasks remain undone,
with hopes someone
will “fix it.”
I have been deamed that someone,
by many.
Can’t help but wonder,
How does it get to this point?
In between the relentless
whiffs of alcohol and sweat
is the even more powerful
scent of… shit.
I wince with nausea
and pity.
Until his aggressive tone turns
to aggressive stature,
as he staggers over me,
in furry.
Insufferable.
List after list.
Call after call.
Paperwork after paperwork.
Smiles given in spite of the smells,
combative nature,
showing up unannounced,
and general incessant difficulty.
He sabotages… again.
Slapping the only hand
remaining that’s willing to
help him.
Staggering, unsteady, unpredictable.
Unhoused, incapable, redundant.
Eyes drooping and bloodshot.
Mouth gaping open, exposing
the lack of front four teeth.
I see what maybe could have been,
a young boy who was, then,
helpable.
He yells at me for the last time
today.
I yell back, instructions on how
not to speak to me!
The door slams.
The cycle continues.
This is his life.
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I am not sure why the font changes and does not allow it to be consistent despite various attempts.
this is so sad for a mother to deal with but you rendered it well!
It’s a terrible illness. <3
Bless those on the front lines trying to offer assistance!
I appreciate the nod to the young boy who was helpable. We wish we could help them all, and society could certainly do better at times, but unfortunately people still fall through the cracks. Thank you for writing this.