*** in Bulgarian (n) : apprehension, anxiety
**  in Russian (n) : fear

1.

I am not worried none

                                            looking forward.

2.

Suspense is my brainchild.
You are addicted to every form of me.
You prefer surfeit knowledge

                                          wet in every empty scratchrawled       inkstroke 
                                                                              about your future                                                                                          

3.    

Sometimes, yes. I feel like you’re talking to me.
When I worked with you, every phrase
prophetic, every character 
personal and in another word 
placed and intentional.

I’m sure I know you better.
But I have my doubts.

                                                It is lack.  It is today.
                                                I am satisfied with nothing.

                                                Privation.
                                                How hungry the wolf.