I want to get drunk for the first time

Just so I can stop this feeling

I want to come to your house

Just so I can argue with you

I want to breath in

Just so I can scream it all out

I want to feel it all at once

Just so I can never feel this pain again

I want to let you take advantage of me

Just so I have a real reason to cry

I want you to be here

I want you to see me

I want you to love me

Like I’m your child