what, specifically, hinges on yes or no
     freedom of different sorts
     relative joy
            joy as opposed to a word I cannot ascertain at the moment
what should be celebratory is a rather forced response
masked as something other than relief
     what is the term for not wanting what you presume to want
          what am I built for
questions to ask before it is too late
evaluate the odds, possibilities, illusions
dare to dream even in the miniscule
God provides, yet what if I want more than God offers