Awful
Language is leaving us clues
that we are absolutely ridiculous.
“Awful”
once meant
full of awe.
Imagine standing
before a mountain range,
overcome with wonder,
and declaring:
how awful!
Or “inflammable,”
seems like it should be clear.
But it’s not.
I think about this often:
how names and meanings
drift apart.
How a thing can spend centuries
wearing the wrong face.
How easily we accept it.
Perhaps every word
eventually becomes a stranger
to itself.
A sound wandering further
from its origin
with every passing mouth.
And perhaps people
are no different.
We spend years
being mistaken for our names.
Our titles.
Our reputations.
Until one day
someone learns
what we actually mean.
Not what we sound like.
Not what we suggest.
Not what history
has done to us.
But what we are.
And what a gift
to know
how little
we know.
How awful.
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I always think about this same concept with the original meaning of “terrific.”
“Terrific” almost made an appearance! 😉
the meaning given to awful at the beginning and the pay off at the end. i love it!
Thank you, Nel!
I will be ponderingover this. Love “Perhaps every word/eventually becomes a stranger/to itself.”
Thanks, Shaun!
How awful! I smiled when it was shouted at the mountains, yet it was thought provoking when we come to the end. Well done, again.
Thank you, Eric! Cheers.
The sense of journey, growth, and becoming your own is strong in this poem. It’s consistently been a pleasure reading your work!
Thank you, Philip! Likewise regarding reading your work!