transient as living

  I drift through ephemeral 
      see strands form 
          then forlorn as they
            snap synapses between
                                                    casting 
(like swing, batter)
as in: neurotransmitter
                          but will I reach home
valence shared for
     momentary bonds before
                                           I keep going 
 
I remember 
discussing destiny
told you whatever to whatever
                                                         arrives for me
and I will obey or rebel
                                  however I am compelled—
imaginal bridges cannot be crossed until formed ahead 
 
so ’til then
mind in third jhana;
I’m ballin’ ’til
                                          God returns my prana