I drink too many energy drinks 
To still feel this tired

Write too many poems 
About how heavy my eyelids are

Maybe i should switch to 
Water & morning stretches 

Writing about how the movement 
Is grounding

I use too many curse words 
To consider myself a poet

Not enough coping skills
To be working in mental health

Maybe I should take this
Handheld mirror
&
Turn it inward, instead of outward