Teddy Bear
The teddy bear sat there,
on a shelf, for years in a closet.
Its fur, tattered, flattened where
her hands used to hold it. One eye
slightly higher than the other. The
green ribbon gone, drifting along
the wind. An outgrown bond.
To one day, it no longer belonged
to a shelf, but in a box, then
the back seat of their car
finding a way to the nursing home.
To watch the frail hands of a resident
who turned it over once in her hands,
to be blessed by a memory, pressing
the worn ear between her fingers
as if checking whether something
still lived there. An aching heart.
Wanting to tell the resident
it was old, survived the love
of a little girl’s bedroom, and
years of not being needed. To be
shelved among the dust bunnies.
Instead, the resident holds it
against her chest,
where age and childhood came
closer together than imagined.
The lonely resident has
already lived through so much.
The bear, after all,
did not care whose arms held it.