BLUEBIRD
Oh how My heart is a bird and my head is a cage
Bubble baths in the dark and cranberry candles
can’t make it go away, the forever rage
My disease tests my soul to see what it can handle
It whispers cruel things to me when insomnia
creeps and holds me hostage under my sleep mask
Oh how my head has always danced with hysteria
but now it sits chilled on the other side of glass
Yes, my heart is a bird but my body is a cage
made of brambles and thorns that stab and ache
I continue to wish for my shoe size not my age
I’ll claw out the headache in my soul with a rake
My heart is a bird but my disease is a cage
The spotlight blazes / I smile / the world is a stage