SAD GRL HRS
It’s strange to feel sad all the time
despite my lust for life
my hunger for laughter
beautiful sunsets
genuine smiles
I still sink into the shadows
a dark and comfortable place
there is no joy in it
but there is an acceptance
melancholy consumes me
aching deep within my tired body
I’m quiet
the bed is soft
I welcome this feeling
I blink slowly
My eyes heavy with the threat of sleep and side effects from anti depressants
I’ve always been this way
a sad part of my soul
chipped away
not Broken or cracked
But different
Despite the darkness closing in
I find myself smiling
I’m numb again