behind the green door
without words
we hide
behind the green door
wondering…
who… we…are
My heart is so soft
Soft enough to crumble in your hand
To squish
To break
Made soft by you
After being bruised so regularly
Beaten so violently
Broken so frequently
It tends to bend to you
Even my will is not strong enough
A fleeting moment of tenacity
It’s never enough
My DNA betrays me
Half him, half you
It’s so pathetic
To watch myself from above
Fall to my knees again
It’s so horrible
To see your hate for me
And take it with a smile
It’s so awful
To be yours
When you don’t love me
Like I’m your fucking child
was shipped from Cincinnati’s Crate and Barrel,
assembled by some easy hammering.
a fine full bed, with a plywood board
we carried from the nearby lumberyard
to support the mattress. At some point, the joints
began to loosen and we knocked it back together
with a sock-wrapped hammer.
The frame still pulls apart now and again
and sometimes we wake to slats falling to the floor.
The bed goes one way and so we join forces
to bang the wood back the other way. Wary,
we wait for the night we crash.
Consciousness let out on bail.
Jonah’s back in the belly of a whale.
Jack and Jill have a hole in their pail.
I am the hammer, also the nail.
The heavens opened again
Rain washed over a monotone sky
spilled over roofs, rattled downspouts –
a death knell chattered in another room
Heaven’s doors opened, and you can hear
a tone deaf angel playing an electric guitar
They’re dancing to Staying Alive
or Stairway to Heaven on the head of a pin.
The tune doesn’t matter
Rain and remorse sound the same
She was small but fierce
and feared by all in her path
and one must walk softly
in fear of igniting her wrath.
A rainbow she is not
painted in black and white stripes
traveling in the morning and evening
but is the fiercest at night.
She can clear your yard
with the sight of her stripes
and if you have an encounter
YIKES!
This aberration of Mother Nature
will never be the belle of the ball
for you see, the lonely skunk
gets shunned by one and all.
Note: There is apparently a glitch in the system this morning because I tried “multiple times” to use the same font and every time I submitted the poem, the result was two different fonts.
At the concert, I wince
as the grandmother pierces
the dim light with her flash.
As the overeager
couple post on Facebook
sharing this moment with
all their friends who are in
bed already. I am
with my daughter
who is eighteen years old.
She bought me these tickets
for Christmas not knowing
the band, beyond the fact
the singer was the son of
a great bard and poet.
Even more delightful
than the music is
to sit next to her again.
I try not to judge the
glare of the phone in front
of me…can’t she dim, dammit?
“The audience theme tonight
is not knowing how to
use their phones, am I right?”
I say to my daughter.
She gently nods and then
minutes later even
more gently presses the
record button that I
neglected to press
having spent at least a
minute quite busily
trying to catch the moment.
The other day I saw a video
I woke up this morning,
Not feeling my best,
I ran to the doctor,
And said run some tests.
He said,”We can’t account for,
The way that you feel,
But let me write you a prescription,
And send you a bill.”
The best I can figure,
And my thoughts here fall flat,
It could be this,
But it could also be that.
Here, drink this,
And take these small pills,
And we’ll check again later,
If you’re living still.
It boggles my mind,
And it drives me to tears,
To think that our species,
Has survived all these years.
And we still have no clue,
What’s good for our kind,
Or how to treat maladies,
Of body and mind.
Oh sure, some advancements,
In prevention we’ve made,
They’ve helped us live longer,
So our bills can be paid.
But it strikes me as odd,
That no one can say,
What should I eat,
And how often each day.
They’ll opine and they’ll argue,
And openly fuss,
They’ll tell you they know,
Then they’ll change that on us.
How in the hell,
Did we reach this impasse,
After all of our time, here on this earth,
All we can say is, Oh well, alas.
My cows they have instincts,
My horses do too,
Every animal I know,
Knows better than I or you.
What happened to us?
Is it a capitalist scheme?
That we all should be ignorant,
Of what we each need.
I don’t know the answer,
I sure which that I did,
So I return to the bottle,
With the tamper proof lid.