Orientation
Driving to Nashville
With my eighteen year old girl
To start next chapters
hard work
plus risk
will more than balance out in the end, right?
I reassure myself the hundredth time
message to self: you have been letting go for years
now is the time, finally
joy comes in the morning and it’s not quite 8am
Stanley was the best choice–
he knew how to frame a shot
with staging and lighting that
gave sweep and power to
the scene
propaganda films had been
around since 1898, but
this one must be perfect–
the planning was thorough,
with military oversight
and
threats of what would happen
if the shoot failed
it succeeded–
for a time–
it was inevitable
that people would figure
it out, eventually
the first domino
would fall and
the Kingdom of Lies
would begin to be
visible, behind the
veil
Solution: create
technology to make
convincing videos,
in full color, high-definition
picture and sound
that are completely fake,
but that promote
The Lie
After all, some
refuse to believe
in God because they
haven’t seen Him,
yet believe, with all their heart, that
Brad Pitt exists, and they ain’t
seen him either–
sounds ridiculous?
easy pickings
it’s all part of the plan–
trust what we place
in front of your eyes,
rather than yourself,
your family, your neighbors
stay in line and
stay quiet and remain
obedient–
the military oversight
never ended
You are so fair, peregrine –
so fierce and so fair.
How the rugged scent
of the hawthorn fills the air.
I once bloomed out of nothing,
out of twigs the weaver wove.
I was one with the dark falcon.
I was one with the white grove.
All eternity was mine
to watch a wet stamen’s curve.
I could hear seedlings whisper
inside the swollen earth.
Now I have a home and this
secret world is so remote.
How the hawthorn scent
scratches at my throat.
How you’re flying, peregrine,
just sweeping ahead.
Now you’re dark, now mottled,
now you’re rusty red.
Your shadow cuts clean
across the bare hill.
I am the white grove.
I am the peregrine.
A single firefly
races across the black canvas
that every summer,
every summer until this one,
was splattered in light.
I have never seen a lightning bug
move so fast. I want to catch him,
carefully, in a closed cradle of palms,
carry him. We’ll go together
while there’s still time,
if there’s still time,
find the others.
I talk in my sleep
but being deaf
I write it down
to hear
I make a list
of what
exists
but right now don’t believe it
&
when a feller
don’t believe his list
of what
exists
there isn’t much to talk about
Berserkers destroy each other on screen and the crowd goes off like rockets and the ball soars over the moon, but the moon has gone somewhere quiet where she can hang out with tall pines and I turn down the volume but the vibes are still insane so I escape outside where my team isn’t losing and there…and there…
Jupitor and Venus are putting on a sky show like the lights of Madison Square Garden and fireflies… and fireflies… rise and rise and rise …in the silent night.
wired for war
our dna betrays us
and yet…we dance