Close my eyes
A moment to breathe
Feel the stillness
The oppositeness of aggressive opposition
Look up without opening my eyes
Look inside
Breathe
Appreciate the oasis, however brief
Grateful for the skirmishes that gave me these battle scars, inside and out
Thankful for the hard earned peace that comes in the midst of battle
Breathe
Open my eyes
Catch my breath
Engage
There are things I feel
before I am ready to say
so I write them as
a bird having roosted too early
on a night too young
a call maybe misheard
across miles of green hills
Then, the fullness of silence.
loves trans children, wants
them to become who they are,
puts her love into the hands
and skills of doctors and nurses.
The God I want to believe in
loves women, does not condemn
them to death to bring forth
the content of men’s seed.
The God I want to believe in
loves all life–trees, fireflies,
crabgrass, azaleas, chipmunks,
seagulls and indigo buntings.
So let me bless, in the name of
the God I want to believe in,
every mined out mountain top,
every bleached coral reef,
every God’s child sleeping
under the overpass, their worldy
goods in a shopping cart. Bless
those who do not have enough,
bless those who have a surplus,
large or small, and choose to share.
twilight beach wind takes us,
kites above the surf
we drift higher, beyond
reach of the information
superhighway, and for once
I’m relieved
Why am I so tired?
Is this normal
to wake with the fog and still feel scorched,
like a hillside after lightning?
How many times has the world burned?
How many fires does it take
to make us see this could be the last time
if we refuse to do anything different?
The trees can’t take
another summer like this
leaves curling,
crackling like paper in the wind,
or drenched and uprooting in softened soil.
No in-between.
One extreme to the next,
plummets and leaps.
Down in the hollow,
a creek stutters over stones
once slick with moss.
Now just memory and sediment.
The whip-poor-will sings less each year.
Cicadas rise, louder than before
not celebration, but warning.
Even the mountains hold their breath.
Is this how the world ends?
Not with thunder,
but with tired people ignoring
the fire climbing trees behind them.
I’m tired of watching you walk away.
I can’t open the door by myself when you’ve gone.
Please, can’t you stay?
The sun sits too low in the sky, clouds heavy and gray,
no pinks or yellows or purples of a rising dawn.
I’m tired of watching you walk away.
The time comes back to choke me, like a
familiar hand, a familiar bruise. Familiar and withdrawn.
Please, can’t you stay?
One more day, another minute, an unfamiliar delay.
A dream of you turning back, a lie to myself, conclusion foregone.
I’m tired of watching you walk away.
More, more, more—how awful to want, to say,
to beg, to plead. Your flight, my freeze. My fawn.
Please, can’t you stay?
Tomorrow the same, a wounded kind of day.
Sleep, or don’t. Stay awake, choke back every yawn.
I’m tired of watching you walk away.
Please, can’t you stay?
Our city is sad today—
for the past four months, really.
Tears pour from the sky:
monsoon, changing climate.
This is only the beginning.
Chain of command Nonexistent
Chain of fools President, VP & Cabinet
Chain of evidence Irrevelant
Chain, chain, chain Chain, chain, chain
Chain saw Cuts to safety nets
Chain reaction Cowards on the bandwagon
Chain letters Executive orders
Chain chain, chain Chain, chain, chain
Food chain Money above all else
Ball and chain Rule of law
Off the chain Our democracy
Chain, chain, chain Chain, chain, chain
Now they got us where they want us Overwhelmed, confused
But the chain is weak It’s due to break
Don your chain mail Plant your feet
It’s time to fight For our rights
Chain, chain, chain Chain, chain, chain
