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Romolo

Like warriors in the night,
we went to war.
Reclaiming what they,
had taken from us.

Raw screams,
deadly weapons.
An ambush.

We found ourself at the battlefield,
fighting like brothers and sisters in arms.
Until we finally pushed the enemy,
back into the inner corners of hell.

After all, that’s where they all belonged.

We unleashed the demons,
and patched eachother up.
While watching the night burn out,
into yet another day.

We made it out alive.

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June

Half way through the month
Poetry well running dry
Need to dig new one

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Trigger Warnings

“Didn’t I tell you about the time my mom

thought I had an eating disorder?”
you say, offhand, from the sink.
You are washing the dishes,
and I lock my eyes on your face,
doing my best not to scan you,
a deep-seated instinct,
but—damn—
now I’ve taken too long to say something 
and you’re avoiding my gaze.
So I let the revelation settle in my gut,
one more move in this game of chicken
where we pretend we do not worry
and we do not want
to be worried about.
 
Take last night.
You cracked a joke and I flinched
instead of laughing like I was supposed to.
But I wouldn’t have let you apologize,
and you knew that,
so you passed me a sleeping pill
and offered to buy me some melatonin
and turned on the air conditioning.
And this morning I laughed,
lied
and said I slept
to reassure you that it was okay.
It wasn’t,
I mean, I wasn’t,
but the whole world is a minefield 
and we can’t tiptoe around it all.
We’ve both spent too many years trying.
 
Once, we went to a bar,
and I helped you with a glowstick bracelet,
and you said, “Wait,
how did you get yours on?”
and my fingers started tingling
and I mumbled, “Slid it on over my hand”
and you said, “God, I hate skinny people”
and I knew it was coming
but I still thought about how
she used to poke me in the locker room
and say I looked so good
she couldn’t keep her hands off
and I looked so good
it made her hate herself
in the same breath.
I just wanted to change my clothes.
But I weigh maybe 115 pounds,
and I do have skinny privilege,
so I didn’t call you out.
Just waited until you couldn’t hear,
then sobbed into my pillow
because I was so sick
of my body needing to come
with a trigger warning.
 
The other day I was contemplating 
putting on shorts and texted you,
“I wish I was Violet Incredible”.
A sentiment you share,
although for a different reason,
since you hate the scale
because the number is too high
and you want to feel lovable
and I hate the scale
because the number is there at all
and I don’t want to be sometimes.
But still, you understand the appeal
of going unseen,
shrinking,
and that’s alarming, but
it’s also comforting.
 
Because you’ve been there, you notice
when I’m too anxious to eat
and find something easy on my stomach.
Casually, so you won’t seem worried,
since you don’t want me to make myself
smaller than I am
and disappear 
altogether.
And because I’ve been there,
I forced the words down
while you were standing at the sink,
just drove to work.
But from the parking lot,
I sent you an Instagram meme
about being hot and unstable
(like climate change),
my way of reminding you
that you’re beautiful AND
that you can be honest.
So maybe we’re tiptoeing after all,
but at least it’s afterwards 
instead of before.
At least it lets us
drop the lore while washing the dishes,
and for two girls who always pretended
they were okay,
it’s such a relief to be allowed 
to take up so much space
and not even have to apologize for it.
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morning prayer

just add hot water to this cup
already prepared with cinnamon and brown sugar to sweeten what is bitter  

just add hot water to this cup
and the saucer will catch the overflow of any exuberant sipping  

just add hot water to this cup
and everything will swirl together into magic, into morning ritual,  into making sense

just add hot water to this cup
and watch the steam rise like dancing prayers

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And It’s Even a Pleasure to Say

“Joyful — now there’s a word/we haven’t used in a while.” 
– Louise Glück in “Presidents’ Day”

Squeeze the “j” in joyful of its sweet 
juice. Let its taste stay on your tongue,
in your cheeks, till you’re ready to open
wide for the vowel — a diphthong really,
that joins, blends. And think of the good 
in that! -ful‘s “f” is a toothy sound
written as Philly or trough, strong
as a fortress, feather-bed soft,
dreamy as frankincense. I don’t know 
why -ful would end with a wet-washrag
American “l,” except to give your muscles
a break before you shout joyful again.

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Undesirables?

In the 1860s great grandfather converted over 500 Indians to Christianity rounded up by soldiers & brought to the fort in chicken wire covered wagons to be taught by missionaries these people were called savages.

In 2023 homeless at the bus stop across from the Lyric were rounded up by police & arrested for loitering these people were called vagrants.

 

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Love bites

adorn my skin with
bruises, let us show the world
how you care for me

*For C.*

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All the Nice Ones are Dead

You killed all the
Nice queer people and all
That’s left is me,
With my shaking hands
And cracking voice,
And fear giving way to anger,
And a tiredness that nestles
Even deeper into my bones.

Way back in March was my second
Transgender rememberance day,
Where the community mourns all
Of it’s trans and nonbinary and genderflud
And gender nonconforming siblings,
Because they were killed for
Daring to be themselves,
In a world that would rather
Bury their dead “sons” and “daughters”
Than have a child who changed their
Name and gender markers
To the right ones.
 
Because being trans and queer
In any time in America
Is an act of deviance and rebellion,
Where I could get beaten up for
Using the “wrong” bathroom,
And it would by my fault
Because I am other,
I am a freak,
They do not understand me,
And therefore that makes
Me the enemy.
 
But you have sat next to me
In classrooms
And on the school bus,
In the bathroom stall next to me
While my anxiety mounted as
I waited for the bathroom to clear
Out so I could leave comfortably
And I know when you look at me
You do not know what box
To force me into.
 
And I want to know,
You owe us all the answer,
Of how many more of our
Siblings have to die before
You realize that we are people too.
I am as human as you are.
 
But you have killed all the
Nice queer people and all
You have left is me,
And I am making my anger
Into a louder voice
That will never be silenced
Because you can cut out
My tongue and you can
Take away my human rights
And you can even kill me
 
But the truth is that you will
Always be more afraid of me
Than I of you. 
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16

Aging Father

which present will make him
love me   which will calm
his nerves

which present will make him
treat mom better   make him view
me with some value in his eyes

which present will suffice
since presents do not alter
emotions for very long

which present will mark him “honored”
satisfy this year‘s requirement
then I’m on to other things

which present will show him I’m beginning
to understand the time and energy
required to be a parent 

which present will reflect
my knowledge of the father role
now that I’m a single mom

which present does he need
to soften his comfort  ease his pain
remind him  I’m still here

which presents do I find
stacked neat into drawers  
skin bracer and talcum powder
we clear out his room  
family pictures on the wall

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Addictions

I can’t stop waiting for you

It’s like my body doesn’t know any other way to be

I don’t have nightmares anymore

I went to therapy for that

But now that they’re gone, I wish they never left

It was the only way I got to still see you

All of this is so frustrating

I’m finally happy

Finally free

Finally in love with someone who actually loves me

And yet…

I end up going back to my old ways

Like how a train won’t leave its tracks

Like how a prisoner can’t leave their cell

Like how prey doesn’t leave its predator

I’ve always been a creature of habit

I just wish my habit wasn’t you