I think it’s odd that you see me in this way

Like I’m deformed and mangled

A heart of stone

A sinner with no humanity left inside

Hollow

Uncaring

Vile

You make me out to be a fucking monster

Praying for me to be made clean

That God transform my heart to one of flesh

And might I ask: what the fuck is wrong with you?

You see my person as one that’s never been so repulsive

You see my form as harrowing and cold

In reality, I’ve never been so human

Never had my heart beat so true

Never lived so fully

I’ve never been more me

God, am I glad that you’ve shown your true colors

I never should’ve given you another chance

I never should’ve trusted a mother to love her child without conditions

That would be too easy