Summer smells like Kool-Aid packets
Inflatable pools
And water hoses being turned on for the first time
That smell when water hits the hard plastic walls for the first time
Is the best kind of musty mist

I’ve been having a hard time thawing out
My anxiety is high-functioning 
It’s spewing out 
Just like that hole in the hose
When the water gets turned on for the first time
You don’t remember where it is
Until you turn the water on and it hits you right in the face

Sometimes you just need to go buy a new hose
Too bad I can’t go buy a new brain
Checking out with a new brain would be rather embarrassing though
And I’m sure Lowe’s doesn’t carry my brand

I’ll probably just get the hose