a weak moment
i got dive bombed by a red wing blackbird
coming around that steep curve
right after you hit the blacktop.
there was a crunch and a thunk
and my heart hurt for the little wild thing,
but i reckoned the worst was over.
then came a flutter and a scrape
and a feeling of dread as i stopped the car
and my stomach hit the gravel
of the freewill baptist parking lot.
there was the broke neck bird,
poor little wild thing,
stuck tight
and chirping a dangling death knell.
the country girl in me
knew i should end the misery
of those broken legs and broken wings.
but i couldn’t do it through the tears
so i pulled it loose and laid it down
and left it there to die
beneath that big oak tree.
poor, poor, little wild thing.
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Vivid and heartbreaking. Thanks for sharing this.
i wrote a poem about a similar incident. tore me to pieces. this poem is sad but beautiful.
tore to pieces is such a good way to put it. I swear, I cried all the way home and then cried some more. it’s weird how hard the little lives can impact you. and hitting a bird just feels like you’ve destroyed something so free and beautiful. makes me sad just talking about it now so i’ll shut up…
People from the country seem to have this kind of heart. This is why I will never leave. Thank you for putting it into words