Clear Direction
Then, suddenly and eventually
You’re a standing filing cabinet
of English knowledge, an ammo-less canon,
Made of glass for accessibility,
Completely useless outside of this room.
And you just stand around and say things like:
Enjambment
Conjunction
Entrapment in a system of
Juxtapositions and separate missions.
I understand why politicians hate English.
It’s where you learn to feel
Where you speak to heal
I have not made it to a tenure of love
and I don’t think I ever will;
my why has always been to survive.
They said after five years it just gets easier
But the lesson of a teacher is finality
Will you spend 30 years giving back?
Building your back as a ladder for the success
Of others; pouring thousands of dollars into
a piggybank you can’t break? Shaped like
A donkey, or better yet, an ass who talks
to you directly in your sleep and says:
double dipping
is criminal. The NEA posted a status update
asking teachers what they wish they’d known
before the weight
My thumb digs through regret:
“The best way to survive starvation is to
to eat from smaller plates”
“Keep your resume updated for the job
you’ll apply to hate after your retirement date”
Nikki Hailey says out loud that she pledges
to work us all to death
All the teachers you’ve ever met
welcome you to to our caesura—
All of us, sick of asking
when is it ever okay to take a break?
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What a fierce poem with a mix of emotion for every teacher who’s felt tapped out. Wonderful!
Thanks, Bill! Always lovely to see you and interact with your work.
I FELT THIS POEM! So many great lines that accurately capture the nauseating lather/rinse/repeat of education, the building your back as a ladder for the success/Of others grindstone
Thank you, Liz!
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Wonderful poem, both language and content!
Thanks, Mike. What a “dreamy” comment! 🤓
Hi, Sam! So glad I met you last night!
You had me from the first lines! The sound, language, and content work so well together. Brava! (And the filing cabinet metaphor is yummy!)
Wonderful to meet you, Ellen. You’re #goals. Also, I’m fascinated by everything you write.
Thank you – loved the sense of jumping from level to level without a hard blink, all was organic with ease – this made it quite navigable. Bringing in the humor as you did that “politicians hate English” because they feel nothing, heal nothing was a laugh for me. Beautiful work.
Manny, I can’t thank you enough for this comment and all the love you’ve shown me and my work. The world is lucky to have you.