To McDonald’s

For a snack
A donut and dinner.
Order on app
Then arrive.
“We’re out” they say.
“Okay…”
 
Another day
Craving donuts
“Speedway?”
None there,
Back to McDonald’s to try again.
 
“We have them”
Hurray!
But wait…
“We can’t ring them up.”
 
Left again,
Disappointed, 
A trip to Walmart ensues. 
Wandering through the whole store, and….
None.
Only minis.
Not a donut to be found. 
 
Trudging through the aisles,
Beating myself up for
The ridiculousness of crying over a donut,
Still without morning sustenance.
Out to the car,
To inform mom
“None. Not a one.”
 
Drive home.
Start crying.
“Why,” my brain cries
“All this for donuts?
 What’s wrong with you?”
 
Dark hole.
No bread to surround it.
Drop.
 
Later.
I can make fun of it now.
Even though I still feel
That stupidity
The name calling
From my own head. 
Who knew a donut dilemma 
Would be a distended dilemma?