what do you do

when your whole world falls down a black hole

when the foundation of all you thought was true–

all you thought was solid–

was made of a pool of quicksand and lies?

how do you breathe when you are being suffocated

by the questions

the deceit

the manipulation

the

lie

upon

lie

upon 

lie

upon 

lie

upon 

lie

what do you do, when you are being drowned by the one who was meant to save you?

when their hand is holding you under the sand?