There are too many rules rushing through my heavy head as I look across at you

how to be enough without being too much

men are like rabbits you have to be very careful about scaring them off.

 

In the car I know that it is more than enough next to you 

although you did the same to me in November.

How can you not remember that? It hasn’t left my mind since that night.

 

I pray to feel the weight of your head on my head as I rest.

I fall asleep when I finally do.

This is enough I’m not one of those crazy girls who love you.