I’m tired of being         a ghost,

    of watching     people     pass

right through me         with only a chill

to take     from our interaction.

    No one visits     my grave anymore.

No one places     taut     fingers

    on a planchette     for me

to spin     around     a board.

I just     glide     from     room

to     room,     watching.

If I am to be stuck     here

    in the veil         between         worlds,

perhaps     I should start     being

more         malicious .     I could try

throwing             plates,                 slamming
    
doors    ,   opening     cabinet             drawers.

I could     haunt    their         ever      waking     days.

But     that’s not me, and.    

I don’t want to lose myself

in death.