Hesitations
(Lessons Before Ayahuasca)
What if I meet God?
What if God’s taking notes?
What if God remembers the things I promised to forget?
What if God reminds me?
What if God reminds me of all of us?
What if I shouldn’t have run from God?
Or myself?
What if I shouldn’t have come here to go inward?
What if I go in and find nothing?
What if I go in and find too much?
What if I go in and never come back out?