Holding the knife
We sit with a bucket of beans between us,
You on your wooden stool and me on my concrete step.
I watch your practiced hands pinch off ends and pull the string without breaking it.
You snap a few and toss them in the bowl then pass me one with a dark spot.
It is I who have been trusted to hold the knife this time.
With ease, I nick the imperfection and drop it to join its brothers.
We reminisce about silver queen corn, white half-runners, eating more strawberries than we brought in for the pie and a cucumber as big as my five-year old arm.
We must speak of long agos because last week is a mystery to you.
I notice the sun reflecting on your ivory hair and highlighting the white strands in my own.
I wonder when I grew up, and you grew old, and I became the one who could be trusted to hold the knife.
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I saw this so vividly.
“We must speak of long agos because last week is a mystery to you” got me.
such a poignant snapshot
Rich images… reminds me of snapping beans with my Mamaw and the struggle of seeing her fade. Well done.
Beautiful
Green beans and good stories—nothing more is needed in a poem to bring a lump.
Loved the sharpness and clarity of the knife, such good work.
This is a beautiful narrative. I love how it unfolds and weaves back and forth between two very different times in life.