I Am Become A Cryptid
I am become the burrow–root-crack
deepening under concrete, swallowing rain
like the shattered fiberglass tub we threw into the gulley
& Memaw’s chipped saucer, and the echo
from Sister’s barn-loft leap.
Let them think me drowned.
I am become the page. The blank
between words in a text thread—
that hum where meaning was. I let voice bleed
into the machine. No need
to answer. I am become answerless.
I am become the static
promises, pressed hands
to cold glass—until they leave.
A wrong number ringing in an empty room,
I am become the thing that feeds
on silence: the TV’s bluelight burned in the retina,
the blackberries left to ferment in the bucket.
Even the air has forgotten
my name.
I am become the not-wild,
not-tame—ghost
that ghosts itself—thing
that breathes through cracks
in the foundation, that drinks the dark
like water drinks the scrubby bank
of a canopied creek: slipping.
Running. I am become
the unobserved. Free
of every tender
& surveilling eye.
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“I am become” — Wow! Wildly imaginative and concrete at the same time. I so enjoy reading your pieces!
Thank you for your kind words, Michele!
Once again I’ll say it: You have really grown a lot as a poet, Shaun, since I started reading you five years ago, and this year you’ve made your biggest leap forward yet. Your command of your content and your technique is astonishing. My hat’s off to you.
Thank you so much, Kevin. I really appreciate that, especially as I’ve taken on poetry as a form over prose in the years I’ve been a part of this and our wider community of Kentucky writers. I feel like everyone’s poems are a beautiful environment to be and grow in, and I look forward to it all year.
Fascinating read. From stanza to stanza, I couldn’t wait to see where it would go next!
Thank you so much. It was kinda like that as I wrote–things came out that surprised me! If that makes sense.
What Kevin said plus!! A man of many words, many feelings, and many ways of becoming! Thanks for energizing and inspiring me!
💛 Thank you so much.
What y’all have said reminds me of a verse from when I was younger: “Iron sharpeneth iron.” Thanks for being in community with me.
This poem made me feel so helpless and sad. It is so beautiful but so truly sad. I love the thought of the blackberries left to ferment in the bucket.
Thank you for sharing your kind words and thoughts! I think that there’s a certain freedom to feel inside sadness or isolation–a bit of an indulgence of self.
Love the march of “I became” driving this poem forward.
Wowsers:
burrow–root-crack
Let them think me drowned.
A wrong number ringing in an empty room
And man, Shaun. you sing here:
ghost
that ghosts itself
Thank you, Pam! A few years ago, I wrote a “ghosting” poem and then I was wondering what it might be like to ghost oneself :p
It feels like this should be put to music. Folkloric words that create a story. So many wonderful images- swallowing rain,
I let voice bleed into the machine, blackberries left to ferment in the bucket. I especially love the “canopied creek.”
Thanks so much, Virginia! I love the idea of music (maybe some sort of weird neofolk experiment with traditional instruments!) put to poetry.
The “I am become” phrase works well throughout…keeps me anchored and moving at once.
Thank you, Bud! That archaic phrase has been buzzing around in here for a minute
Wow. Felt like you found some liberation, perhaps, through this writing. Beautiful, intriguing and unique.
Thank you so much, Mary!
You have me hooked from those first lines:
“I am become the burrow–root-crack
deepening under concrete, swallowing rain”
and the end lands perfectly. This is a solid poem, Shaun!
Thank you so much!
So good, especially lines like “ghost that ghosts itself.” I live the attention to language.
Thanks, Tom! Writing is a way to un-ghost sometimes, for me.
What an extraordinary journey of the imagination. Love it!
Thank you, Rosemarie!
Articulate and imaginatively perceptive. Driving rhythm propels this poem when read aloud.