i grieve between figments of youth
figment; fragment
i could not tell you what a fig tree looks like,
tho i imagine i once sat beneath one
sometime, within the field of granny’s blackberry bushes
as she often spoke of figs
and how her mother loved them
whilst doctor oz rambled on from the kitchen television
set atop the fridge
i do not know what flavor they liken
or quite how you cook them
maybe as a fill to a pie or a tart,
possibly sweet— probably soured
granny didn’t bake much; she cooked
chicken and ham and green beans with the fatty bits of bacon
i no longer eat meat, didn’t want to then either
but if i know anything, you don’t say no to offers from granny nor papaw
even when he asks you to church
and you’ve no longer anything proper to wear
nor patience to spare for that withered wooden pew
‘cause they won’t be here forever, and their god may forsake you too
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Enjoyed this memory of your grandparents and how it was.
I love how you use sound to transition between lines, figment –> fragment, wear –> withered, and the rhyming couplet at the end. It feels very thematically linked to memory, how memories tend to link to each other abstractly in the mind. Also, “their god may foresake you too” is such a killer line to end on
forsake* my bad
Lovely memories.
Love:
“granny didn’t bake much; she cooked”
“you’ve no longer anything proper to wear/nor patience to spare for that withered wooden pew “