I Practice Unlearning Her Body
-after Ariana Alvarado
Like a convert unlearns a mantra.
All things considered I should feel
blessed, at least
that’s her take on it.
I wish I could
have childlike faith,
believe in the promises.
I have already prayed for salvation,
my knees already unused
to staying in this position.
I practice unlearning her body
because I get no answer.