for this dye in my hair,
puffy dark circles and crows feet
by my eyes.
.
This scar on my thin lips,
partial missing tooth,
double chin and saggy neck 
might all these
be messing with my confidence.

I’m to hot for this
because I rock
this tight body
behind a bit of belly
with what looks like jelly
above stretch marks and
a C-section cut.

I’m to vain for this
because I rock this
tight dimpled butt cheek,
these hard celluite thighs
on these coke bottle calves.