It feels like one day I blinked
And 4 years had gone by
Like I had been living in this labyrinth of habit and routine
My feet moving without me realizing
No plans for the future,
Just surviving by day
I blinked, and I haven’t breathed since

All of my dreams and aspirations are circling around my head
Making me dizzy, foggy
They’re everywhere I look
Begging me, asking me when will I ever reach them? 

The fear of the future,
Of what’s to come
If I’ll mess it all up
Not fulfill who I am meant to be,
Drag me to my bed every night
I lay there fighting to fall asleep
With 1000 words pulling and tugging
At every part of my brain every second
I want out of this labyrinth

Will I ever make it?