lost lover #9

We always talked about tomorrow
but I never enjoyed the day,
it’s one of my faults I’d say
you who woefully waltz away
into a past that I set astray 
you let me know I didn’t know you when you walked away
you said you weren’t yourself when you met me that sunny day 

lost lover #21

I stared out how the river generated reflection 
I tend to think about you with many misconceptions 
there’s no shade and heat alters my complexion 
mountains barricade me to look towards your direction 
behind the tree line of the river in a meadow your rejections 
a sky, sky blue openly viewed with retrospection 
damn me, damn you, damn nature too for the recollection