Moving Back to the City
Flap buzz of a June bug
on frayed window screen, swish
of fast cars & 18-wheelers. High scream
of an ambulance—156 smashups
this year. Two flowering
pears host mourning
doves with their layered greys
like clouds holding rain. I lived
on an island on the face
of a mountain. No neighbors, just the snow
tops of distant mountains & the sheltered
archipelago of Puget Sound flashing. I hobbled
back to the city from that natural
excess & today sit under an unstable
carport waiting for the first
lightning bugs. While locking
the dead bolt I hear infuriated
neighbors in scrap. Screw you,
my neighbor bellows. Go to
hell, better yet go back
to Birmingham, back to your mommy, a howling
voice threatens. Suddenly I recall
Amanda from the island, who
lived so far into the woods
no one heard her desperate
shrieks when she pleaded
for rescue. Here in the city
among draff & refuse, I’ve planted
wildflowers, peppers & dill. In this tight
belly of city, I feel a craving to track
& name living things: Charlene
the alley cat, & Bobby Joe,
the the old Beagle. Tonight a city
worm slides onto my walkway
after summer rain & alongside the blue
noise of cop cars & click-click
of charged power
poles I breath down
deep & inhale the scent
of mimosa and exhaust.
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Good images
Mighty fine imagery all way through. I particularly liked: “In this tight
belly of city, I feel a craving to track
& name living things…” and the unusual pairing of “mimosa and exhaust.” Curious why you used “and” in the poem’s last line, when all way through you’ve used “&.” Just wondering.
That’s an error. I forgot the ampersand. I am on-again/off-again with them. I think the poem needs some editing. 🙂
This echoes my conflicting response to being country and then city. You make such good argument for finding a way to resolve it.
Strong evocative writing.
I just moved back to the country after almost 20 years. It’s almost 50/50 for me. 🙂